Why alone?

Ever since I started shedding layers of mysticism and bicarmel mind set, I am saddened by what I see. I had no idea the human condition was in such a critical stage. It is almost as if everyone I know, knew and yet to meet are asleep. Lately I have been feeling isolated and I am going to tell you why. I have been trying to move from my limited mind set for years. Although I had the desire, I did not have the vehicle, nor the road map. Neothink is providing me with these tools, so I am beginning to construct my life in the life style that is more beneficial to me and my love ones. But my love ones are sleep walking. They do not understand the change transpiring me. But the worst part is that they stand by the wayside watching you moving toward your goals and would not extend a hand to help in any capacity. Why???? I have wrestled with that one for several months now, and although I am exuberant and moving forward, I feel alone. It is not a bad alone, but nonetheless alone. Why???