Hello Elaine
First I want to apologize for leaving the Powers call because of a family emergency.
And for not stepping up to express earlier how you made me feel last night on the powers call.
And I will tell you! That before hearing your voice and even though I had a clubhouse meeting earlier in the day. I had fallen off the NEOTHINK Wagon and was hanging on by a thread. For I had realized I was doing a lot of finger pointing not quite sure where that all came from the fact is I had done a lot of it. So much so that the finger pointing turned inward. I surely
didn’t expect that to happen. And I admit I didn’t much like it at all! But it was in your sweet voice that got my mind stimulated again. I started thinking that finger pointing was a
waste of time and energy. Finger pointing never solved anything.
And it stops one from moving forward because of being to busy pointing fingers.
I’m also thinking that everyone of us including our leaders are caught up in this anti-civilization we find our selves in. And I’m also thinking that even though we had lots of geniuses throughout history none geniuses enough to get us to the
Civilization of the Universe. And I’m also thinking probable most of our leaders are caught
up in. Not Knowing What They Don’t Know like the rest of us. It is in your sweet voice of reason that caught a brother and saved him from himself. And your brother thanks you with all his heart for being you the voice of reason.
I know it’s going to be difficult for me to stop pointing my finger. I’m really going to work hard at doing something else with my hands so I don’t do anymore finger pointing. And I also know you stimulated everyone on the powers
call last night even Steve Fagan himself.
I LOVE YOU Elaine! AND THIS ISN’T THE FIRST TIME YOU SAVED this brother!
Tom,
What a heartfelt love letter you wrote to Elaine. Many of us have found ourselves in the “pointing the finger” place because as you said, we live in this limited society, the anti-civilization on a regular basis. It did my heart good to read your kind words to Elaine and to remember to keep that place of power and balance. You are both special to me. Press ahead my friend, and, catch a hug full of friendship love,
Jill
Thank You Jill, this was a beautiful note to Tom from your heart!……..Love You, Elaine
Hi Tom,
So sorry…I didn’t know this was here. Someone just told me tonight and I read it…Thank you so much for your response. The way to get away from fingerpointing is to keep your own vision for what you want in your life strongly/daily/hourly in your mind focus and your heart’s strong desire ONLY…lol…this way you cannot keep both (fingerpointing & your heart’s desire) in your mind & feelings at the same time!!! This means YOU CHOOSE how to function and what you want in your life! The fingerpointing falls away from non-use.
Love you, Tom,
Elaine
I enjoyed every call that I attend. The mentors are great and I say thanks to all of them. I have been a member since last year(June) after I received the letter as you all did. I was just laid off in Jan. that same year. since then, I purchased all the heirlooms that was sent to me and had been reading them. This really open my mind to the mysticism and dishoneties all around us. I was a victim of the lies of those neocheaters at my place of work that my reputation was tarnished because of false accusation that lead to my dismissal.
I was not part of their group and was different from them. I did not fit in their circle. I could not do unethical things they wanted me to do.
I was terminated without proper investigation after five years of producing value for them. Those five years were very tense and depressing for me. I even got sick and was hospitalized for 3 days. The following Month, in Jan. after I was awarded with a good service certificate for 5 years, I was terminated. My accuser was part of the decision making..
I filed for unemployment and was granted it after my former employer challenged it on two different occasions. I have since been looking for work but have not found any. I started an online business but it was not doing well. I was spending more and did not make any money. My health was not good and had lost my insurance. I had to purchase medicine and also support my family back home in Africa.
I found comfort in the heirloom and the meetings. My unemployment ran out. I have no source of income. Every interview I had I was told they will contact my former employer. After that I don’t hear from them. I have run out of funds and can not afford now to pay my bills. the creditors are calling. I have been receiving letters from the IRS also. I am at a verge of been homeless.
I am just letting you to know my condition. I will appreciate any advise that will help me. I know I will get thru this. I love you all. Thanks for your time and look forward to be part of the C of U.
I really would have like to be in Houston to attend the Club house opening.