Steve Fagan’s Sunday call is the most powerful call of them all. I felt the way that Steve described the people that are apart of Neo-Think calls are acting like they are going to church. In church you go there to listen to the preacher and you say good word but nothing in your life has changed. I was in the Chicago Clubhouse and there is a lot of mysticism in the clubhouse. I am not looking for perfect people but I expect people to NOT create problems where none exists. I expect people to NOT lie on each other and use their title as a form of authority to justified their behavior. As Steve said in his call on Sunday no one can say the value that another person brings is not as important. Also I expected people in the Clubhouse to be consciously aware of themselves and their environment. I did not find that.
we talked about a fully integrated honesty and we also talked account ability as well as our mistakes at a 8 on the scale of 1-10 and i believe prime law and no one has the right to have the power over another no one.
Instance is reality i believe that my will help me control the universe
I expect a much better world to come in. I expect myself to get better and better. I am working on myself. I can help myself and others. I will never be perfect. I am flawed filled. But I will get better and better.
Thank you all for your kind words, comments and integrations. We will contnue to move forward this Sunday 6/17/12
Last night call was wonderful. But it touched a subject very important to me. I do believe in myself. I write down many dreams that come out to me. Some times while I am as sleep, I have to get up and write them down right away. I have the illustrations of my dreams on paper. I believe that If I just have anybody to give me a chance I would be able to accomplish anything. My problem is….How do I get people to believe in me?
I remember when I first came to this country and I was cleaning rooms at a hotel I was always looking for the chance to get out of that situation. Then I met my actual boss…he needed somebody versed on Icd9 coding computer system. He asked me to come to show him what I knew. He didn’t believe in me. I work for him for free for several months just to show him I was worthy to be hired. I told him: “ I can do this….I know I can!” Of course I didn’t speak English so he didn’t trust me. It took me two full years to prove to that man that I was he best asset. He finally saw it and now he recognizes it. He took me under his wings and began to mentor me.
Years later (2007) we were both (my boss and I) invited by NT.
Ever since I have all these ideas on papers and in my head. Every single day I have a new idea.
“I know I can do this!”… I say to myself…… But nobody believes I can.
So…. what do I do? 🙂